Sometimes I hear a voice in the back of my head.
One that tells me, "You're too much."
Too loud.
Too excited.
Too sad.
Too angry.
Too fat.
Too shy.
Too awkward.
Too obnoxious.
Too calm.
Too extreme.
Too... everything.
And it hurts.
Sometimes that voice is quiet.
Sometimes that voice is loud.
But it's there.
I see truth in the voice.
Especially with people who get close to me.
I see the after affects of... Me.
And it hurts.
What am I supposed to do?
Who am I supposed to be?
I have real emotions inside of me but... Not all of me is good.
Right?
How should I control emotions?
How do I control words?
I can't.
And it hurts.
