Proximity.

So I found where all my half started blogs were and this is one I made the beginning of May..

"May has finally arrived and with it I get to experience my first strep throat incident. It is amazing what pills and meds can do... One day feeling absolutely horrible the next... almost back to normal... almost. I have come to the conclusion it is much nicer being sick in your own mothers house then in a dorm room. Also, I have really bad circulation in my feet -- Just thought I'd let you know.

Finals week and I have wasted it being sick... Loads of cleaning, packing, and studying are calling my name. But I guess it can wait 'til I'm done with this here blog.

I took a walk down memory lane today."

And as you see, something must have come up to deter writing urge. I do remember that day however, and with it comes remembering how ready I was to come home. My "walk down memory lane" was long enough to last the whole week and then some. At times I got lost on that walk. I do have to give thanks to God and to A for getting back to the main walk of life. They reminded me how sometimes the way to love others isn't by telling yourself to love them or even saying you'll pray about loving them. Instead, it is looking at those people in the face and saying (to yourself) that they are God's child. Loved and created by Him. God's creation number one and people/friends/siblings/family/strangers/whoever number two. Yeah, I just got deep :P also, another lesson I learned, from L this time, is that I really do have to simply let go and love myself. No, not in the "I'm the best, love me" way, but with knowing that I need to learn how to say no to some people and (this part tags on to the other lesson) realize God also created me and I am God's child who needs time for herself too.

Ok... well there are two blogs within proximity of each other but I think you can handle that. :P