These last few weeks have been rough.
What does it mean to plan? To have desires for the future? Vision?
During the summer, I was so sure that I would be coming home and learning how to live in the Sierra Nevada's after 5+ years in CO. Heh. "We make plans but the Lord determines our steps." I cannot count how many times I've heard this verse and wanted to cling to it so deeply yet slightly frustrated. At this time in my life, I feel that I am supposed to know what I'm going to do and begin it. aka... A career.
Let me tell you a little scecret... I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO.
I mean... in general, I do... I would love to have a horse ministry near mountains.... It would involve education... Struggling hearts... animals... hard work... *Sigh* Yes, I know that there are so many options out there but... Anyway. These are some of the struggles my own heart is facing.
God is good.
Amen.
What does it mean to plan? To have desires for the future? Vision?
During the summer, I was so sure that I would be coming home and learning how to live in the Sierra Nevada's after 5+ years in CO. Heh. "We make plans but the Lord determines our steps." I cannot count how many times I've heard this verse and wanted to cling to it so deeply yet slightly frustrated. At this time in my life, I feel that I am supposed to know what I'm going to do and begin it. aka... A career.
Let me tell you a little scecret... I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO.
I mean... in general, I do... I would love to have a horse ministry near mountains.... It would involve education... Struggling hearts... animals... hard work... *Sigh* Yes, I know that there are so many options out there but... Anyway. These are some of the struggles my own heart is facing.
God is good.
Amen.
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